I am boring so nothing interesting is written here.

Stollen from that tranny--

ANYWAYS.

Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:

1. God. I love you so, so, so goddamn much. I really, really do. I would do absolutely anything in my power for you... and still, you don't seem to realize this. In fact, our friendship is hardly even there to you, isn't it? Is it the things I say? The things I do? The people I like and dislike? Have I offended you or hurt you? I really wish you'd tell me.

2. Wow, you're quite the fucker, aren't you? After causing her, my best friend so much goddamn pain to save your fucking life, and then you go and fuck it up even more with drugs? I value her so much, as if she were a part of me, she was in tears, you bastard. You fucker, trying to kill yourself. If you ever read this, I hope you know who you fucking are. I. Hate. You. So goddamn much. Maybe you should go die like you tried to when we saved you.

3. Jesus, I've known you since third grade and you still haven't changed. Quit being an annoying little wanker and grow the fuck up.

4. And you. Quit stealing my ideas. Seriously. You can make all the threats against me you want, but can you follow through? I'm willing to risk anything just to fuck you up.

5. Quit hinting at me to lose weight. I fucking try, okay? It's fucking medical. Fuckface. I can't help I was born this way.

6. ... Can you please just accept the fact I'm a lesbian? I'm too scared to tell you because I'm afraid you and your religious beliefs will ruin our friendship if I admit this to you.

7. I thought I loved you. I think I really did. It's really a shame I never got a chance to test that. I'm sorry I moved on. I'll always keep you in my heart, 'kay? Of course, again, I would never say this to your face. It seems religious and homosexuality don't agree well. It's a shame. You're too far out of my league in those regards anyway. So I think I'm content with just being friends.

8. Quit being so lovey-dovey with eachother, you two. You're going to destroy your friendships because you're so caught up with eachother that you ignore everyone else. You're great friends... when separate.

9. I'm pretty sure that you're incredibly important to me. Positive, even. You do so much for me. Incredibly. Without you, I'd probably be an even whinier bitch than I already am. Now that's horrifying.

10. You don't even know me, lol. But I admire you, alot. *CREEEP*

Nine Things About Yourself:

1. Though I claim to be lesbian, I'm just bi with a STRONG preference for women.

2. o fuk i am aroused by gay men

3. Apparently, I am a giant on the internets. As a laydee I am 5'7".

4. I am a band geek. I don't mind if you make a jibe about it, in fact, I don't care. I do concert band and marching band, so? Apparently you're not bright enough to understand the amount of work we do to produce eight minutes of a show for you pathetic, lazy imbeciles to enjoy. If you have the gall to insult our work, come try it yourself. fgshsrth

5. I am a germanophile. I'm mostly obsessed with your damn language. Dear god it's hot. ;-;

6. I am a belligerent motherfucker. but I am too concerned about my personal image and reputation to express it. That's what the interbuttz are for.

7. I am very squick about any idea of pain to myself. Bahaha, I am a pansy. But the idea of just getting smashed up in an all out brawl with someone sounds like so much fun oh my fucking god seriously. Just smashing eachother around shtgwthw. What am I, a dude? srsly

8. I hate being called a furry for any reason. I don't mind most of the furry community (the tame, non-emo, baww, murr kind anyways) but I don't want my rap to be ruined by being called a furry. Well, mostly cause alot of my friends are furry haters oh fu-

9. I'm a freshman. Fuck.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:

1. Oh please, dear god. Just cuddle. I love cuddling. ;~; Hugs too! I love being hugged. Especially if I think you're not going to judge me cause I'm squishy. :c

2. Have a scandinavian or gemanic accent. Please, dear god. Accent. (Italians are nice too.)
This is not a requirement lol.

3. Have a sense of humor. Or if you can't be bound to have that, accept the things I do. Accept that I am an artist, or a band geek. Accept that i like yaoi, and yuri. You of course don't need to like everything I like, but don't diss or bash on it when I can hear.

4. Meat. I will not let you be a goddamned vegetarian. Eat fucking MEAT you pansy. This doesn't apply to friends, however. Only a significant other. Most of my friends are veggies so I am accepting.

5. I'm very forgiving. If you do do something the make me angry or something, just give me about a day to rant or vent to someone, he apologize. A good, sweet, sincere apology will turn me into the mushiest forgiving person ever.

6. omfg seriously DON'T GIFT ME YOU GUUISE, SRSLY. Not even for christmas or my birthday. I seem to be whiny and feel obligated to gift equal value back. ;~;

7. Ask me to talk about my favorite OCs of mine. Some of them I adore to bits but they never get the light I want them to. Just ask me to tell you about their story, who they are, their personality, looks, anything. Just let me talk about them, and please, listen.

8. Let me talk in general. I hate to admit it, but I fucking love to talk. Only really to close friends. But I could jost go on an on. Being with you guys, seriously. It make my life. *TEAR*

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. 'Oh goddamnit, I think I'm getting sick.'

2. 'Wtf is with all these cats.'

3. 'Hmmm, to wake up or go back to bed.'

4. 'Dear lord I'm hungry.'

5. 'Jesus christ I'm thirsty.'

6. 'Holy assballs, are you stupid?'

7. 'Fuck off.'

Six Things You Wish You Never Did:

1. Gotten so attached to all these people.

2. Made the choices in real life friends I have.

3. Fucked you up so much in the head.

4. Thrown that rock.

5. Been so hateful to you.

6. Sat around on that day.

Five Turn Offs:

1. EXTREMELY CURLY HAIR. Ew get it awayfgdhdfghf.

2. People who dye their hair to try to make it look like some other natural color. Like a brunette to redhead, or someone trying to become blonde. I mean seriously, if you can't accept that, I don't want anything to do with you (Experimenting and unnatural colors are fine if it's part of your style).

3. Animal abuse. Gtfo. Now.

4. Lack of personal hygene, too much flab ( a bit of chub is fine) OVERLY BOOF BODIES SHFG. Point gotten? :c

5. BEING SHORTER THAN ME BAW WHAT. *sob* Only if you're willing to trade places ever-so-often, I guess. ;~; Idk.

Four Turn Ons:

1. Wavy hair. Mmmm. Shoulder length and longer, too plz.

2. Light eye colors, yes plz.

3. Laid back and aloof. I don't really want anyone 'hardcore' but no one 'goody-goody' either. Someone who's pretty mellow.

4. Bondage.

Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:

1. owo;

2. ono

3. <8)B_______________)

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1. Get a Degree in Animation and Psychology.

2. Move to Washington State OR a Scandinavian Country (A Germany is fine too).

One Confession:

1. I sometimes wish so much that my online friends all knew me in real life. And that we were just one big fucking awesome happy family. It's really depressing irl. I can't trust anyone. That's why I sit on my fat ass on the internet all day. Because real people suck balls.

I am ruining myself.

Wearing a wrist brace.
dunno how long I'll be out of commission.
jesus ow.

WITH ANOTHER MEME.

Jacked from

RULES: List ten things that are interesting about your art and put it into your journal. Then choose 6 other deviants to tag so they can do this too. Put them into the journal and inform them that they've been tagged.

1.) I make the exact same facial expression of whatever I'm drawing without realizing it. My angry pictures get especially awkward, even if I'm just doodling, and I'm in public. I start making these snarly facial expressions and people will move away from me. It's almost kind of amusing.

2.) I absolutely hate shading and coloring any of my art unless it's for a petsite. Most of my personal art stays as a sketch. With maybe some flat colors slapped over it. I need to break that habit.

3.) MUSIC, I NEED IT. Even when I'm drawing at school or something I have to have at least some kind of tune running through my head.

4.) On the topic of music, when I listen to happy music, I draw something bloody. Angry music, I draw happy. Sad music, I draw mellow. Mellow music, I draw depressing. And so on.

5.) I am always drawing. I'm surprise my teachers don't dock points for me filling the margins of my work with pointless doodles. My history notes are extremely amusing.

6.) Never give me a red pen. EVER. I wreck HELL with a red pen. Holy shit. I love and hate those little bitches at the same time. If I ask for a red pen, refuse me.

7.) I just barely noticed but I get really depressed if I don't keep drawing. More depressed than when I'm bleeding out the vagoo. I just start crying over stupid pointless things. Then I draw and it all leaves me and I'm happy again.

8.) I hate sketching new characters without layers. Cause when I sketch new characters I tend to make a billion different layers to try out a billion different looks and stuff until I'm finally happy.

9.) I draw best when I'm feeling some kind of emotional. Typically when I'm depressed or RAGEFUL. Otherwise it just doesn't ever come out how I want.

10.) I love mechanical pencils. .5 pencils are my BABIES.